I've found my Et uus saaks alguse/Undo/Wars for nothing/Icebreaker/Lights and shadows/When we're old of 2019.
This is definitely my favourite ESC-song of the year: the combination of the beautiful, melodic, romantic, sweet song + the biggest hate reaction from the ESC-fans is what it needs for a song to be my #1 of the year.
This song, like the others mentioned above, belongs to that category of songs that are the most feared by the fans because, by not being cheap easy-listening trash, but being soulful and thought-provoking, they kinda force them to deal with their own feelings, something that they don't have.
This is why the fans hate ballads like these: because they fear these songs. And the fear generates hatred. It's very difficult to sit down and ponder over feelings; so, for them it's much better to listen to loud uptempo crap, because meaningless uptempo songs cover every feeling like a carpet.