Finally got the chance to have access to a PC, writing from mobile was annoying af
I don't know exactly how I feel right now, but for some reason I really felt like writing in this thread, can't explain why to be honest. My grandfather died on Saturday to Sunday night. He was suffering of numerous pulmonary illneses and can't say it was a huge shock, but still. He died of a heart attack while being all alone in the hospital. The doctors only announced my relatives on the next day at 2pm when they came to visit him...My parents and I travelled to Constanta as fast as we could and I've been here since Sunday. The funeral was on Tuesday and we decided to stay for a while to help them with everything (the house and everything are still a mess).
He wasn't the best person or grandfather for that matter. Most of my childhood memories of him are about him coming drunk at home while going missing for days, drinking all day with his 'friends' (none of those even came to the funeral). When shit hit the fan and he landed in the hospital, the doctors discovered that he had a lot of health problems (shocker, sleeping in a cold ditch isn't good for your health). From that on, he stopped drinking (tho there was always a suspicion that he had a secret stash hidden somewhere). Anyway, from a drunken person he became a grumpy old person that was avoiding everyone and stayed all day in his room watching TV. He probably tried to repair his relationships, but too little too late...
It was pretty heartwarming at the funeral to see people with who he fought and hold grudges against for almost 20 years coming and crying for him. He was loved and he threw all that away for stupid reasons...
Still, I will miss him. Old bastard.