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RainyWoods

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[MENTION=13974]DenizESC[/MENTION] I understand you there, as being judged has always been my biggest fear. Not being able to control a persons perception of you.

I think that problem goes way back to my childhood and i've taken it into adulthood. I do believe though that i'm slowly making progress. We all as people have many sides. I'm not a clear-cut person by any means, and i'm becoming confident enough with the lighter side of me that i'm starting to care less about any exposure of the more difficult areas.

People have told me in the past that i'm someone who sees the good in anyone or any situation. Whilst that may be true to an extent, I do also see the bad. It's just I don't focus on it. If I see good in someone or something, I latch onto it. In this social media crazy world we live in today, we as a society have this horrible way of devouring whole people for at times the smallest of things often said or done with naivety, and I don't like that. People don't grow by mass scolding or shaming them. I always try and understand people and their actions even if I don't agree with them. I wasn't always this way though. I became quite hateful during my teens, and the last couple of years I noticed some negative energy returning, but when it comes to friends, I like to listen, learn more and help if I can.


I don't even know where i'm going with this now and if it still has correlation with what you were writing Deniz but... yeah. I get you. I've also done the write big post and delete it thing before on multiple occasions.
 

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Feeling very excited, yet apprehensive.

I start my clinical doctorate program tomorrow. As excited and joyous as I am to start a chapter of my life, a part of me feels that I don't deserve the spot in the cohort. Tomorrow, I'll finally meet the other 9 members of my cohort: my possible life-long friends, the group that I will be spending countless days and nights reviewing didactic work, the group I will spend hours on end with mastering patient care, the group that I hope will like me enough.

I'm basking in this flame of doubt when a part of me says that I should be confident, that I am gonna be ok, that I will be able to survive the years of schooling and residency ahead of me.

Tomorrow will be quite a day.
 

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Feeling quite beaten, yet ready to get up and move on.
Yes, there are some aspects in me that need some improvement, hence why I've never been a mod in my entire existence. I've had been gone through so many rejections in my entire life, and the most recent one is just another. Yes, that was quite a disappointment that I wanted to break down, but all I could do is to restrain myself from this. But only God knows what future plans will bring ahead of me.
 

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Feeling quite beaten, yet ready to get up and move on.
Yes, there are some aspects in me that need some improvement, hence why I've never been a mod in my entire existence. I've had been gone through so many rejections in my entire life, and the most recent one is just another. Yes, that was quite a disappointment that I wanted to break down, but all I could do is to restrain myself from this. But only God knows what future plans will bring ahead of me.

I'm sure life has much better things reserved for you in the future than being a mod in a forum, Eulaliya :D perhaps we don't have the features of a perfect mod, but it doesn't mean we don't have other talents and skills that make us outstand in other fields.
 

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Feeling quite beaten, yet ready to get up and move on.
Yes, there are some aspects in me that need some improvement, hence why I've never been a mod in my entire existence. I've had been gone through so many rejections in my entire life, and the most recent one is just another. Yes, that was quite a disappointment that I wanted to break down, but all I could do is to restrain myself from this. But only God knows what future plans will bring ahead of me.

Don't be so disheartened, I know failing can feel like a right kick on the teeth but it doesn't diminish you as a person or lessen your place on the forum or in WV. You've carved yourself quite a place in the WV community and everything you do is greatly appreciated. xlove It may not have happened now, but in the future, who knows? There will be more chances i am sure.
 

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All the week I’ve been waiting for tonight to come to do what I can’t do the other days: go to bed very late, enjoy a relaxed night without constantly reminding me I have to wake up at 6.30am. And now that finally it’s Friday night, it’s the day I’m dead of tiredness and know I will need to sleep earlier than I thought. A wasted night (it’s my favourite time of the day, in case you don’t understand why I am frustrated).
 

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This week has been a good week for me. I had a sort of vacation, means my brother cared for my mother, and I had a whole week for myself. I went to a concert (to a-ha for the first time and I loved it :p) and also took many walkings in the forest what cleared my head a little and gave me moments to breathe through. Now I am a little refreshed mentally and physically. Sometimes while being in the forest I sat down and watched the birds. Simple Things, but nevertheless I just enjoyed the free time.
 

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Surprised because I’m still very good. I haven’t had any depressing moment in almost 2 weeks, which is something because it used to be once or twice a week before. And not only I haven’t felt depressed, also I don’t feel lazy, I don’t miss my chocolate, I don’t overthink, etc.
 

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I'm feeling kind of happy after a few days of using this new product I was curious about. I've always been incredibly self conscious about my teeth from quite a young age. They were off colour as a child because of medication I had to take, and then going into adulthood I became an incredibly heavy tea drinker. Bottom line: I don't feel like smiling much. I've tried lots of things in the past and nothing has worked. I tried though this new product called Activated Charcoal. It's a 100% natural powder that you put on your brush and work with for 2 minutes before using your regular toothpaste. It turns your sink into a bit of a horror story if you're not too careful, but it's a small price to pay. I've been using it now for four days and it's actually freaking working, like a lot. I'm kind of shocked. It's hard often to know who's telling the truth when it comes to beauty products on the internet. I just feel like every article is a paid one and the before and after pictures look so faked. Glad I took a gamble with this stuff though. I guess the 4000 reviews on Amazon was a better reason than usual to trust something. People said it was great for tea stains etc, and gosh, it's working. Thank you Activated Charcoal. Now they can pay me £200.00 for this advertisement.


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Me four days ago.

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Me now.
 

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[MENTION=9441]RainyWoods[/MENTION] I’m guessing you saw it on Nina Moric’s instagram? xheat


Yes, of course. I wanted to follow in the footsteps of Croatia's number 1 iconxheat

I was actually a bit disappointed as the stuff I have isn't as crazy as that. I think it's the charcoal capsules which you need to break that give you the horror film mouth look when you're brushing. I've got this little pot of grey powder that I just dab my wet brush into. I don't understand all the wild pictures i've seen though. Are people this darn messy when they brush their teeth or are they just trying to show off their toothpaste? The last time I remember having toothpaste running down my mouth like that was when I was a 2 year old learning to brush my teeth by myself for the very first time. Nina Moric can do whatever she's wants though as she rules the world and probably also instagram.
 

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I'm feeling kind of happy after a few days of using this new product I was curious about. I've always been incredibly self conscious about my teeth from quite a young age. They were off colour as a child because of medication I had to take, and then going into adulthood I became an incredibly heavy tea drinker. Bottom line: I don't feel like smiling much. I've tried lots of things in the past and nothing has worked. I tried though this new product called Activated Charcoal. It's a 100% natural powder that you put on your brush and work with for 2 minutes before using your regular toothpaste. It turns your sink into a bit of a horror story if you're not too careful, but it's a small price to pay. I've been using it now for four days and it's actually freaking working, like a lot. I'm kind of shocked. It's hard often to know who's telling the truth when it comes to beauty products on the internet. I just feel like every article is a paid one and the before and after pictures look so faked. Glad I took a gamble with this stuff though. I guess the 4000 reviews on Amazon was a better reason than usual to trust something. People said it was great for tea stains etc, and gosh, it's working. Thank you Activated Charcoal. Now they can pay me £200.00 for this advertisement.

The thing is that having white teeth doesn't mean they are healthy XD actually my dentist said that the natural colour of healthy teeth is slightly yellowed, and that the most clear sign of healthy teeth are the gums. If they are pink and don't bleed, they are ok. I find it 'strange' those people that use a lot of products to whiten the teeth, but don't worry too much about brushing them :lol:
 

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I sort of want to try it now, even though there is nothing a great deal wrong with my teeth. Curiosity is all. Does it say what it actually does? because if there is some long term damage or anything harmful then I think it would be best to stay away.
 

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The thing is that having white teeth doesn't mean they are healthy XD actually my dentist said that the natural colour of healthy teeth is slightly yellowed, and that the most clear sign of healthy teeth are the gums. If they are pink and don't bleed, they are ok. I find it 'strange' those people that use a lot of products to whiten the teeth, but don't worry too much about brushing them :lol:

Yes, i'm not a big fan of those bought HollyWood smiles. In fact, I find them kind of a turn off. I don't want that at all. I just want to feel a bit more confident. Six or seven cups of tea a day eventually starts to take its toll.

I sort of want to try it now, even though there is nothing a great deal wrong with my teeth. Curiosity is all. Does it say what it actually does? because if there is some long term damage or anything harmful then I think it would be best to stay away.

It's supposedly safe.

The revolutionary ingredients in the activated charcoal whitening powder latches onto stubborn stains and allows the charcoal to remove unwanted markings and stains from teeth.

It leaves your mouth feeling super clean afterwards, especially after you follow through with your regular toothpaste. It polishes as well so your teeth look kind of shiny afterwards. For someone like me it worked as I guess because the heavy tea drinking literally had left my teeth stained, and that's most likely easier to work on than say someone who has discoloured teeth from something like smoking. I've tried every whitening toothpaste before and have never really noticed a difference. This is the first time I have. But if your teeth are fine, I don't know what you'd really get from using it other than an experience.... I guess the shiny teeth:lol:

This is what I got. Was on a sale for £8.00 when I got it though. My guess is it will last a couple of months if used twice a day.

https://www.amazon.co.uk/Teeth-Whit...1535607119&sr=8-3&keywords=activated+charcoal


I feel like starting an instagram page and becoming the next Nina Moric now. I feel I must share my beauty tips with the world.
 

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You've sold it to me rainy, Kim Woodburn glitter avatar and all. Such a sales pitch. How much did they pay you to post these? If my teeth end up getting screwed up am gonna sue you x
 

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'How do you feel?' thread turning into 'Have you tried this out?' xheat

Did I mention that I love the spray body lotion I'm using lately? :mrgreen:
 

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You've sold it to me rainy, Kim Woodburn glitter avatar and all. Such a sales pitch. How much did they pay you to post these? If my teeth end us getting screwed up am gonna sue you x

I'm on Amazon Prime at the moment so I get free next day delivery, but you should be able to get the free 2nd class delivery or whatever it is that amazon offers I think on all products it sells over £10.00. Unsure though. Don't forget to give us before and after pictures x

Yes, i'm feeling my Kim Woodburn fantasy today. Feeling furious though at the same time over Kim Woodburn's treatment on Loose Women. Absolutely disgusting how they invite an old lady onto a tv show to mock and behave like school ground bullies around her, knowing they'd get this kind of reaction from her. Most uncomfortable thing i've ever seen. They're absolute hypocrites, exploiting a person like this after having just done a segment on mental health earlier on in the show. My mum just watched the video and she complained to Ofcom for the first time ever. Already close to 4,000 complaints lodged so far. Disgusting, gang handed treatment of a national treasure. When Kim starts to break down whilst talking about the abusive childhood she suffered and they're muttering, sighing and sniggering... just so repugnant and blood curdling levels of cruel. Kim might be eccentric and someone who's easily hurt and bruised, but she's a million times above those two pieces of "trash" (as she called them) sitting on the left. I'm never watching that show again (unless my nan returns to be in the audience). My new avatar is a tribute to the queen of clean, and one of my dearest idols. Kim is old school but an absolute luvie and a diamond.



From teeth to Kim Woodburn. The 'How do you feel?' topic intensifies.

p.s. I feel the next hot topic will be spray body lotion.
 

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UGH I watched the Loose Women Kim vs Coleen showdown last night, actually made me feel sick! The Nolan sisters esp Linda reminded me of the homophobic bullies, two-faced and gang-handed! #TeamKim
 

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I remember that lady from that cleaning show years, years ago. It always surprised me how some people’s houses are messy. And she would just go to the toilet and scrarch the filth with her nail xheat

I didn’t know she was so famous.
 

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I'm on Amazon Prime at the moment so I get free next day delivery, but you should be able to get the free 2nd class delivery or whatever it is that amazon offers I think on all products it sells over £10.00. Unsure though. Don't forget to give us before and after pictures x

Yes, i'm feeling my Kim Woodburn fantasy today. Feeling furious though at the same time over Kim Woodburn's treatment on Loose Women. Absolutely disgusting how they invite an old lady onto a tv show to mock and behave like school ground bullies around her, knowing they'd get this kind of reaction from her. Most uncomfortable thing i've ever seen. They're absolute hypocrites, exploiting a person like this after having just done a segment on mental health earlier on in the show. My mum just watched the video and she complained to Ofcom for the first time ever. Already close to 4,000 complaints lodged so far. Disgusting, gang handed treatment of a national treasure. When Kim starts to break down whilst talking about the abusive childhood she suffered and they're muttering, sighing and sniggering... just so repugnant and blood curdling levels of cruel. Kim might be eccentric and someone who's easily hurt and bruised, but she's a million times above those two pieces of "trash" (as she called them) sitting on the left. I'm never watching that show again (unless my nan returns to be in the audience). My new avatar is a tribute to the queen of clean, and one of my dearest idols. Kim is old school but an absolute luvie and a diamond.



From teeth to Kim Woodburn. The 'How do you feel?' topic intensifies.

p.s. I feel the next hot topic will be spray body lotion.


It's good that people complained, you'll have to keep us updated with what happened. My mum watched it also and said how disgusting they behaved, especially when they say about her childhood and them sniggering. It's like watching playground bullying, and it makes it worse as they're all grown adults and absolutely should know better. Two faced hypocrites, the lot of them, then sat smirking as if they're achieved something thinking they're all that. Someone should remind them they're all irrelevant nobodies on a trashy daytime tv show.
 
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