Okay, so a bit of real talk.
I've always had a penchant for the overdramatic, but when I say that Eesti Laul being bad this year hurts my feelings, I genuinely mean it.
I've always supported smaller countries that remained themselves despite being faced with adversity - Finland, Portugal, Slovenia to name three. Estonia has been my favourite though, ever since the 2009 contest when they blew me away with Urban Symphony's Rändajad. Uncoincidentally, this was also the first year where Eesti Laul happened.
To say that Eesti Laul was the consistently best NF of the decade isn't at all far off, I think. Eesti Laul has always been the haven for the best indie entries within the Euroverse. Daring entries that perhaps never would've found their way to the main charts, but nevertheless possessed an authentic level of quirkiness. Good mainstream pop that felt genuine, as opposed to mass produced and robotic.
I am also very fond of Estonia in general. It remains one of my favourite coutries that I've visited. It's a land of pleasant surprises and many happy memories My facebook profile pic was taken in Narva and I haven't changed it in over two years. I still have this boy danglin' from my key chain:
and the tale of me and my fellow teacher-trainees getting drunk on craft cider (which, a fact I'm sure will please you, is called "
siider" in Estonian) on the banks of Tarttu's river (and dumping €20 into a Liis Lemsalu-labelled tip jar while under influence) has become one of my favourite stories to tell to my tinder matches during the first date.
Sadly, tthe appointment of Tomi Rahula and the executive decision to take a route of lesser resistance; a route towards Basic Bitchdom, has tainted EL for me. It feels like a slap in the face.
Regardless, I don't want to dwell on it for it makes me down and angry with the world. Much how Grizabella reminisced of the days of her past beauty, I will let the memory of this once-glorious NF live again, by providing you with a list of what I deem as the 30 best non-winning entries.
In descending order:
01. Daniel Levi - "Burning lights (2015)
02. Grethe Paia - "Päästke noored hinged" (2013)
03. Iiris - "Astronaut" (2010)
04. I Wear* Experiment - "Patience" (2016)
05. Rasmus Rändvee - "This love" (2017)
06. Loss Paranoias - "Valedetektor" (2012)
07. August Hunt - "Kus on exit?" (2014)
08. Kerli - "Spirit Animal" (2017)
09. Triin Nihtoja & John4 - "This is our choice" (2015)
10. Mimicry - "The Destination" (2012)
and the rest:
11. Mick Pedaia - "Seis" (2016)
12. Meisterjaan - "Parmupillihullus" (2016)
13. August Hunt - "Tantsulõvi" (2012)
14. Outloudz - "I wanna meet Bob Dylan" (2011)
15. Sandra Nurmsalu - "Kui tuuled pöörduvad" (2014)
16. Winny Puhh - "Meiecündimees üks Korsakov Läks eile Lätti" (2013)
17. Ariadne - "Feel me now" (2017)
18. Teele Viira - "City Nights" (2012)
19. Rosanna Lints - "Follow me" (2013)
20. Laura - "Supersonic" (2016)
21. Demi & Janice - "Kuum" (2015)
22. Ivo Linna - "Suur loterii" (2017)
23. Indrek Ventmann - "Tempel" (2018)
24. Traffic - "Für Elise" (2014)
25. Lumevärv & INGA - "Miline paëv" (2019)
26. Ithaka Maria - "Hoppa-pa-rei" (2011)
27. Elina Born - "Enough" (2013)
28. Ethnopatsy - "Kulm" (2018)
29. Sybil Vane - "Thousand words" (2018)
30. Vajé - "Laura" (2018)
Estonia is the only country besides Sweden (which has a larger pool of songs) and Italy (which I never follow) where I'm capable of compiling such a long list. It really speaks for the quality they've pelted us with in past NF seasons. Most EL winners would have made this list with their eyes closed as well.
Even then, I feel like 30 is too low of a number and ignores many great entries (or would-be-great entries). Not a single entry from 2020 would have made my list even if I had deemed them eligible (yes i consider majakad worse than
at least 30 other EL songs).
That is the state of Estonia we're in. Why do they think it's okay not being themselves cuz of us?
Of course Jaagup Tuisk will win this edition, but that's an option I'm shockingly okay with. "Beautiful lie" isn't that great of a song, but the composition has legs and the staging elevates it. I like him and think he's perfectly adequate. Likewise, I have no doubt he will qualify for the funale in Rotterdam, where he'll finish somewhere between 10th and 15th place.
I just wish I didn't have to watch my favourite NF crash and burn just to facilitate his coronation.