Re: hypjalt0248
I kind of want to update what's happening with Hypjø right now. First of all, I wholeheartedly thank [MENTION=4380]Luke[/MENTION] for offering me to host with him and I am so thankful for his mental and emotional support. It's been really hard and emotionally draining, on the other hand, this hosting has been very revealing, as it made it clear that once you put effort in something and try to do things in an unusual and innovative way, most of the time it just gets ignored instantly, with no proper consideration and appreciation. I thought it's been going well with NSC for quite a while, and I thought the community had been rather peaceful and warm again, however, I feel like some people do not show any gratittude and they're being very hypocrite and mean-spirited and it's constantly damaging my mood. During this hosting I have come to a point where I started considering my withdrawal very seriously once again, and I am on the edge of it. I just feel very uninspiried by the ocurring aura here.
I still haven't made up my mind clearly yet, as I see NSC as somewhat a diary where I keep track of the songs I love and look at my voting history/entries and remember the phase I was going through, what was happening in my life at that time and things like that, however, I feel like the negativity I have seen this past hosting is just not doing any good for me. So yeah, I have chosen my 75th (and likely last) entry and the hint can be found above.