Re: Sakuralia ❀ NSC 160: Our 4th Decade Starts! ❀ Zibbz - Undun (plus Congrats 16 Entry)
I think you've had great results already, a 2nd place, for example, and you have been qualifying more regularly. IMO, you take the results too seriously. Isn't sharing songs, enjoying the community and seeing the results rather as a challenge than the target more important? We all want excellent results, most of us get them once in a while. You are not alone there. After spending so much time in a WL, I wouldn't consider leaving as an option. I also get fun with the songs that others share and that I love or learn to love. I repeat, most of the nations experience poor results. It's up to you leaving or not, no one can make that decision for you. Especially when you feel so down and with such a lack of motivation. But I think you should believe that you will reach better results in the future and that this experience is worth the effort. There is always a next time. I hope you stay, Are other online contests that different results-wise? Not for me
Well, just don't take it too seriously or personally. Best of luck with whatever you decide.
Edit: I only gave my personal opinion because from what one can see, you are not sure at all that you want to quit.