So the Elliott Smith song you've picked out is "Bottle Up And Explode!" from his 1998 album, "XO". Super excited that you've chosen this one. I totally wasn't expecting it to be honest. I'm besotted with this little pocket rocket of a song. There are many Elliott songs that we don't know the true story behind, this such song being one of them. Fans have ideas it's either about his drug battle, his relationship with his mother, alchoholism, sex even
masturbation (
). I listen to it simply as a song about repressed anger. When you've had it deep inside of you for so long. Like a fizzy drink that people just keep shaking and eventually that bottle top is flipped off.
I think the production is incredible here. This was Elliott's fourth solo album and his first recorded in the studio. A lot of
indie artists lose something when they sign to a major label and hit some snazzy studio for the first time. This is certainly not one of those cases. It's an incredible record and this has gotta be my favourite song from it. Those strings soar so darn high. It's one of those songs that's able to totally engulf as you're listening to it. It's just a shame they don't make 'em like Elliott anymore. Such an extraordinary songwriter with an ear for melody, doing things entirely his own way. No other artist is able to give me a pain in my chest as much as Elliott is able to. His songs take me back to places, to simpler times. I wish I could go back and live those days again.
Bottle up and explode over and over
Keep the troublemaker below
Put it away and check out for the day
And in for a round of overexposure
The thing Mother Nature provides to get up and go
Bottle up and explode, seeing the stars surrounding you
Red, white, and blue
You look at him like you've never known him
But I know for a fact that you have
The last time you cried, who'd you think was inside?
Thinking that you were about to come over
But I'm tired now of waiting for you
You never show
Bottle up and go, if you're going to hide it's up to you
I'm coming through
Bottle up and go, I can make it outside
I'll get through becoming you
Becoming you
Becoming you
So there we are. Thank you for voting, reading.. all that good stuff. Means a lot. I didn't think i'd get so many people interested in this NF. Whatever happens i'm just happy i've been able to share one of my favourite artists with you all. He's up there for me at the very top with The Velvet Underground & Nico and Kurt Vile. When I think of my moody teen years, that whole era, I think of Elliott. Listening to his music again, it's as though those days are capsulated in his songs. He makes me think of going into CEX and buying used PS1 games that stunk of smoke, being served by the goth girl in the 10 inch heeled boots. He makes me think of my fail skater period
Just stupid little things, memories like that. Late 90 to early 00s were basically Elliott Smith. It kind of hurts listening back to this mans stuff. He may be gone but his music remains.