Re: SmileyLand & Folegandria --- NSC 128 --- Favez -- "End the show"
Well since I do not want all people to read this upsetting post, people deserve to be spared of personal frustrations, especially when, in some cases, they don't care about what a nation's representative has to say, especially when it sounds like a complaint.
We've been trying hard to find our place in NSC. There are different tastes, we all know the majority knows better and the qualifiers are fairly chosen. Maybe because of personal reasons I just feel that sometimes whatever we send it's never "good enough". I know we are not the only case, I know there are even worse cases, I know some previous nations have never even reached the top 10 and others spent 2 years without being in a final. I know all that and I know we have been having good moments, 3 top 10s and this must be enough. I guess we haven't found our place here yet, even though I love this contest, what seems good to us, is not enough for a large majority and we only have to respect and accept that. Right now I'm just tired and sad, sorry I never wanted to sound lame, childish or dramatic. It's probably because this song meant a lot to me, for personal reasons. I'm terribly sorry for the ones who read this, but in the end, only friends or people who somehow enjoy
entries or existence will read this. I'm never dark about not qualifying and when I feel a bit sad about it, I don't show it at all. Right now, and for some unknown reason, I feel this way and for the same unknown reason I had to somehow share this.
Time to move on and we will always be and stay in NSC, even with darker periods and some sadness.