Ohh, well, a "bit" of everything...maybe I just was under a lot of pressure which wasn't easy to handle and I was (still am) a bit lost and confused and sometimes depressed, in some way that on way "forward" I actually somewhere lost myself and I'm trying to find my complete inner strenght again.
Do not worry, you are super smart and everything will be fine! Just work for good results and they will come! If you need any help and I can help you, I'm here for you!