It is always a welcome move to open up your feelings and express your disappointments and vent over them. I mean my luckiest rates are 3 times qualification each 10 editions, so I can see where you're coming from. No matter what I send, I always expect to not qualify because there have been songs that I sent that I consider criminally underrated for not making it to the finals, but this is just me afterallActually I started to feel like leaving after my DNQ in 185. And the very recent 186 DNQ kinda confirmed that intention. Just after a while I realised that I still have a couple of songs that I really wanted to try here. So I just listened to them and calmed down a little, and regained a little desire to continue my NSC journey.
But that is the thing. It's so hard for me to find songs I would be satisfied with. It takes pretty much time and sometimes even nerves. It's not like I choose from the great varieties, that I can see & listen to in all kind of NFs you guys are holding. Sometimes I don't even have a single idea of what can I send. Ofc there are tons of songs you can find on YouTube and the internet in general. But I can't send just a random song. It's not about that, isn't it? As far as I got it's about choosing what you really like and sharing with everyone else participating... And I try so, I've never sent what I don't like and I search until I find something I would rate high myself.
Maybe I shouldn't have written all of that here and should think about it myself... I didn't want to complain. Just feeling kinda helpless about that (and a lot of things in my life tbh)
But if not all of that, I think, I could stay here happily and enjoy the game any longer. I truly love the concept of a contest like NSC and all the actual people with all these beautiful countries taking part here, y'all are amazing
Yes, discovering new songs is one of my favorite features of contests like NSC. Actually there are usually a lot of songs I add to my playlist, far not as many as when I search for my own entry on YouTube tho, that's what I was talking aboutWhat keeps me interested in this contest is discovering new songs, though.
Just wanted to clarify that actually I love the procedure of listening and voting, even if it takes an hour, two, three or more. Again, I was talking more about time and effort being spent on searching for my own entrySince, you also mentioned, it takes a lot of time and effort to vote properly and fairly.
Thank you @ferret very much for a motivating exampleI have a good example for you. I participate in one contest and my country is Hungary (not the best choice, but still I like it). And I've only been to the final once in a whole year. But no, I'm not going to run away (you can change the country in each edition and many who are chasing medals do so), on the contrary, I'm going to earn Hungary's first victory, in 5 years!
If, of course, I have enough health for this...